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♥Sunday, August 27, 2006

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KANGTA.

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Oh yeah! Gotten my Loveholic!!! My dad came back from china yesterday.. Not only did he bought for me thy korean drama Loveholic, he also bought thy movie Dragon Tiger Gate starring Nicholas Tse( a double surprise), handphone battery, headphone and F.I.R newest album !!! Cool huh, so many goodies.

I'm very very satisfied with thy Loveholic dvd. It comes with two languages, korean with english subtitles accompanied and chinese. I'm going to watch thy whole series show with them speakin in korean so the subtitles come in handy. But i'm not going to watch it now, maybe after the prelims or o level.Don know whether i can wait that long though...Ha!

O diao... I just discovered, we will be having our prelim bio practical exam on the first day, science practical exam on thy fourth day, first week after the september holiday. What was the school thinking man, scheduling thy practicals so early. Prelims starting on thy first week of a new term. Oh well, that's life for we graduating students.

Slacking now.. Scary sia... Somebody please wake me up man. Hai... Anyway, Kpop rocks!!!

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1:05 PM

♥Friday, August 25, 2006

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I previously mentioned that i want to buy JTL's second album but now, i'm not sure whether i want to buy anymore. See, i discovered some devastating news yesterday while surfing the net. That is, JTL had disbanded two to three years ago, after they had released their second album. The company which they had belonged to, not SM entertainment, did not renew their two year contract. No wondered i was so puzzled that they had only released two albums. However, i feel that something is missing if i don buy their album, so, maybe i'm buying. Diao right.

Another devastating news is that Hee Jun had left SM entertainment and had joined another company because SM entertainment did not renew his contract. His fourth-non-SM album was already released last year (or this year i'm not really very sure). Arrgh!

So all the H.O.T members had each gone their separate ways, Kangta remains at SM entertainment, Hee Jun went to PS entertainment, Tony at TnT entertainment, (Jae Won i do not know but he got released one album), and Woo Hyuk had left the entertainment industry to open his own dance studio. See what i mean, they had all gone their separate ways and that salesgirl at HMV dared to tell me that H.O.T will be releasing another album next year. PUI AH!

I wondered why good bands like H.O.T and JTL had to disband while lousy bands like 5566 and 183 club still remains on this earth. Energy also, now only got three members left . Is it because their bands were such a huge success that those members were so eagered to go solo so that they could earn more bucks? I personally think that if they remain in their respective bands, they could earn more bucks los. Yeah occasionally some members do have their successes when going solo, like Kangta, but what about the rest of the members? Their careers are definitely not going smooth los.

Hai...

me,
T_T

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1:30 PM

♥Thursday, August 24, 2006

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KANGTA.

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5:31 PM

♥Wednesday, August 23, 2006

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thy compilation album!

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9:55 PM

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Here's an update for the past few days And today whereby i had not posted anything. Not that i did not want to, i just do not have the time to update my blog.

Anyway, the H.O.T's compilation album which i had asked mel to ask her dad to help me ordered, has arrived!!!Got that album on Mon. So thanks mel, her dad and his friend! The album rocks man!!! Love their songs!!! H.O.T is the best and JTl is next!

My dad still haven come back from China, coming back to singapore only on Saturday night. So poor me, still have to wait so long before i can have a chance to watch that korean show, Loveholic .Oh well, never minds, good things come to you if you wait. Just like i had waited so long for that H.O.T's compilation album and it was worth the wait and ha ha money!

Got back my history results today and no surprise, i flunked my test again! I spent so much time revising for my common test and i still failed! Makes me wonder if i really should study at all. Nevertheless, it doesn't really affect me that much since it's only a stupid common test. I just hope that i don flunked history in my o level.

Went swimming just now, feel so relaxed right now after burning some calories. I'm totally relaxing right now, after slogging so hard for my bio and chem tests for the past few days, it's time to reward myself. Oh ya, i'm sure i will flunked my bio test since i did not have time to complete all the questions.

I want to buy JTL's second album!!! Too bad i do not have enough money right now. Not really, i got fifty bucks but i do not wish to break thy bucks. My stupid brother don wan to lend me money...Hai..

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♥Sunday, August 20, 2006

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<- Loveholic!!! Actually, i should have posted this entry yesterday but due to my hectic schedule, i have to post it today instead.

Anyway, yesterday, my mom told me in thy morning that my dad had called the previous night, saying he had already bought thy korean drama Loveholic for me!!! So for the rest of the day, i was in a happy mood, despite the fact that i was lacking behind in my bio revision and lots of homework not completed yet.

I totally destressed myself yesterday by going out with my friend and jogging with my mom in the evening. It was the first time i went jogging with my mom at thy reservoir and she was like so stunned that i could run for such a long distance. In order words, better than her. Considering the fact that she jogs more often than me, it was quite an amazing achievement for me. So i take it that i had passed thy test and i told my mom that i want a pair of new jogging shoes and must be either New Balance, Addidas or Nike brand. Ha!

It was such a fantastic day yeaterday...
Today...

Oh damn, still got more than 10 chapters of bio revision haven completed yet. Today will be a very long day for me man. Waah!!! Thank goodness that i had completed some of my Amath homework TYS questions yesterday, so less work for me today. Hai.. But i'm stiil happy! Yesterday's mood still haven rub off yet, i guess. Plus, I'm no longer broke now!

Hmm... This song totally reflects my mood right now.

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12:48 PM

♥Friday, August 18, 2006

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2:26 PM

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Mrs Ng is an unreasonable and a-don-know-how-to-bend-to-the-rules form-cum-chemistry teacher. During our homeroom period today, she read off thy stastics of how many people had contributed to thy MDAS, and how many had not. She had also printed out thy stastics and stucked it on our class noticeboard.

I distinctly heard her said that if we cannot manage to sell off thy cards, we can return it. And when i return all thy three packets of cards, she said that i did not made any effort at all and when i replied that i did make an effort, she rebuked me by saying that i could use my money and buy one of the cards. At that time, i'm seriously broke so how can i buy one of the cards? And just because we cannot sell thy cards, we have to buy it ourselves? Anyway, i did make an effort to sell those cards los. People simply do not want to buy, what can i do? Threaten them with a knifeor maybe hold them at gunpoint?

During thy whole episode just now, i pretended not to hear anything she said and continued reading my story book. Ha! Score one for me! Anyway, besides the MDAS thingy, she also nagged about the school rules that we students are trying very hard not to follow. I don understand why she is always so adamant in upholding the school rules. Rules are meant to be broken! What's the pleasure in life if one always follow the rules?

I swear, when i finally graduated from Damai, I will definitely not miss its shitload of rules.

Hai.. I hope that my father will be able to buy thy korean drama Loveholic for me. If not, i will have to buy it myself and i don even know whether Singapore got sell a not. Hai... what a bother.

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1:14 PM

♥Thursday, August 17, 2006

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I like DARK DARK pictures nowadays. No no, not just pictures only. I also like dark (meaning angry, moody, fast-paced) songs.

A B C D E F G (H.O.T!!!, HEE JUN!!!) I (JTL!!! JAE WON) (KANGTA!!!) L M (NICHOLAS!!!) O P Q R (STEPHEN!!!) (TONY) U V (WOO HYUK) X Y Z

PS: I WANT LOVEHOLIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

me,
T__T.

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9:36 PM

♥Wednesday, August 16, 2006

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Wondering what's the fuss with all these dark and moody pictures? Well, all these sort of reflects my mood nowadays, dark and moody. Duh.

PS: I seriously hate chinese language right now.

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♥Tuesday, August 15, 2006

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Today is such a bad day. My body has been aching from the waist down since the beginning of thy day. Plus the weather suddenly turns cold earlier in thy day, making my condition even worser. It's a miracle that i even managed to come out of thy oral ordeal alive.

As i predicted yesterday, i sucked for my english oral today. The examiner on my right side keep showing this stupid expression on her face, causing me to wonder if it's either she did not know what i'm talking about or that she cannot hear what i'm saying. So naturally, throughout thy oral, i was feeling fucking nervous.

I seriously want to punch that stupid examiner's face man, to wipe off that idiotic expression( Not really, on second thoughts. I do not want to dirty my hands). Today was thy first time in history that i thought i did really badly in my oral. First time!!!

I'm craving for some chocolates right now, especially dark chocolate. Hai... I'm going to sleep early today, i'm exhausted man.

So long...

me,
-_- zzz

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7:50 PM

♥Monday, August 14, 2006

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LOVEHOLIC

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I'm counting thy days to my freedom... Still got about four months more. After the O's, i am going to throw flung all my textbooks, files, notes and whatsnot out of my window. Just kidding. I may kill somebody while in thy process of doing that. What i'm really going to do, is to shove all these things to my brother, immediately after the last paper. Then i will have the mood to clean up the reat of my room, update my wardrobe with new clothes, CDs, some decorations to brighten up my room, clear all the things that i do not want anymore. In other words, a brand new life for me. I will not even complain if my parents ask me to do housework.I personally think that doing housework is better than studying for exams. That's what i think now though, i hope i will not regret it later.

Anyway, tomorrow i will be having the o'level english oral tomorrow. Doom. My picture description (or is it picture discussion? see? i cannot differentiate between these two. How am i going to pass???) and conversation is so lousy . Not going to get good grades for sure.

Father going to China, will not be coming home for at least one week. Asked him to buy thy korean drama, Loveholic, for me. Hope he does buy, or else i will buy it myself and he will have no right to complain that i am wasting money : ai yo, go china buy dvd is cheaper, why you buy it in singapore?

me,
not in a fantastic mood right now.-_-#

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♥Friday, August 11, 2006

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Hai...Hai...Hai... That's what i had been doing most of the time at school today. Sighing. I seriously wish i can just vanish from this earth, life is no longer meaningful for me. I do not mind getting crashed by a car before thy O's, or whatever that can render me dead. Just kidding. All i really want is for the O's to be over and life can return to normal again.

Nothing to write liao. Ciaos.

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3:56 PM

♥Thursday, August 10, 2006

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♥Wednesday, August 09, 2006

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H.O.T

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I'm in a stage of shock right now. Why am i always lucky at the wrong time and unlucky at the right time. I went to Sembawang just now and i found Hee Jun's compilation album . So i asked thy salesgirl to reserve that cd for me and i will buy thy album the next day because my father was present just now .

Afterwards i went to this shop selling dvds and some cds and i found JTL's compilation album!!! I found out they had released not just one album but two!!!

For now, i only got twenty bucks left, enough to buy Hee Jun's compilation album but not enough to pay for food the rest of the week ,plus i owed Shi Hui one buck . I'm in such a sorry state right now man. I'm going to be broke and i'm still hankering for JTL's second album. It will have to take me two more weeks before i can buy their album though. Not to forget i still have to save for H.O.T's album. Hai..

I
LOVE
Kpop!!!

I
LOVE
H.O.T!!!

I
LOVE
JTL!!!

I
DON
WANT
TO
STUDY
ANY
MUNDANE
SUBJECTS
ANYMORE!!!

I
WANT
TO
BE
AN
ACCOMPLISHED
FASHION
DESIGNER!!!

ME,
o__O , T__T .

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4:28 PM

♥Tuesday, August 08, 2006

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Yeah! Got two good news to share. I bought JTL's album ENTER THE DRAGON today! So lucky man. Also, mel told me that her father had already order H.O.T's album for me! Don which album though.... But heck care man, got one H.O.T''s album is better than no album .

Hai, after this must start studying liao. My father still haven reply me whether i can go esplanade with mel to see fireworks. Later must complain, what's his handphone for huh? Sms him also never reply. o__O.

Must start to save money now,or else not enough money to pay for that H.O.T album .Just now spent quite a lot of money, what with buying cd and taking neoprints. Also saw these two mags, one featuring Nicholas Tse and the other containing some news about Tony An (he was one-fifth of H.O.T and one-third of JTL) . The temptation to buy these two mags was so great man...

Anyway, enough of shit already. My mom is coming home early today, so i cannot play thy com for longer hours liao or alse she will start to nag. I'm going to sleep very early today since got no good shows to watch...

PS: i still love H.O.T very much!!! They are the best of the best!!!

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♥Monday, August 07, 2006

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ARRGH!!! WHAT THY! ARRGH!!! RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY FACE THE WHOLE FUCKING TIME MAN AND I STILL DON KNOW IT!!! JTL!!! JTL!!! JTL STANDS FOR JAE WON, TONY, AND WOO HYUK!!!!! OMAN, I AM SO STUPID!!! I MISS ANOTHER OF THEIR ALBUM AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Really feel like banging my head on thy wall right now man. No wonder i find thy name JTL so familiar! IT'S THEM!!!I wonder if their albums are still available...Oman, i am really very stupid!

PS:WILBER PAN SUCKS FOR USING ONE OF JTL'S SONGS!!!

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H.O.T- PU HA HA

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♥Sunday, August 06, 2006

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When i first searched for H.O.T's songs at youtube, I-YAH was thy first song that i had come across and my first impression of them: they are really good. I immediately fall in love with them after that.

Anyway, i wana vent some frustratings liao...

PRESSURE
do you ever realise that whenever you go
you got pressure everywhere
whether it's at school, home or outside
//at home, your parents expect you to score well in your studies
at school, your teachers expect you to be an obedient puppet
outside, people expect you to be polite and all
SEE?
everywhere you go
there's PRESSURE! PRSSURE!! PRESSURE!!!
i repeat again
//at home, your parents expect you to score well in your studies
at school, your school expect you to be an obedient puppet
outside, people expect you to be polite and all
PRESSURE SUCKS!!!

I know the lyrics for this song is very lousy. But what do you expect from a fifteen-year-old (i wrote this song last year)?This is thy first song which i had written man. It's better than nothing k.

PS: why do H.O.T have to disband?????

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2:47 PM

♥Friday, August 04, 2006

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KANGTA

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Kk. This is my all time favourite H.O.T's song, LINE UP! Took me a long time to acquire this song. This song is from their third album and seriously, this song really rocks. You should see their mv for this song, their dance moves are totally cool!

PS: Their korean names are so hard to write. Chinese words paled in comparism to korean words man. Love H.O.T!

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1:15 PM

♥Thursday, August 03, 2006

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The lyrics for WE ARE THE FUTURE!!! From now on, i will put out lyrics of H.O.T's songs per entry!!!

WE ARE THE FUTURE is one of my favourite songs. This song is from H.O.T's second album so this means it's a very old song. But hey!, as long it's good, nothing matters!

I've good news to share man.I am now going to announce: "I"M ALL PREPARED TO STUDY FOR MY PRELIMS!!! Want to know why??? Because, during thy past few days, I've finally acquired ALL my favourite H.O.T's songs AND stored it in my mp3 and computer!!! Since somebody up there had already granted me my wish, that is to have H.O.T's songs, i am all prepared to study now.

homework sucks...

PS:But i still want all their albums. Thank you very much.

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♥Wednesday, August 02, 2006

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I kinda like black and white pic of him...

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♥Tuesday, August 01, 2006

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they are cool!!!

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